Private Fears at the Baldwin Photographic Gallery Installation of Keriba and Michael from the Private Fears series in the Trust the Story exhibit at the Baldwin Photographic Gallery at Middle Tennessee State University, juried by Melanie McWhorter. Special thanks to curator Shannon Randol, who had the distinct privilege of taking down the show, packing into shipping containers, and returning all the work without his normal staff of eight due to COVID-19.
Private Fears was chosen for the Center for Fine Art Photography's Portfolio ShowCase, as well as being the ShowCase Award Winner. Private Fears will have a solo exhibition at the center, pushed back to 2021 due to COVID-19. Much thanks to juror Barbara Tannenbaum, Curator of Photography of the Cleveland Museum of Art, and to Center director Hamidah Glasgow!
Liz Giorgi founded Candor Clause, an open source legal disclosure to help close the gender gap in venture capital in her Denver office. For The Financial Times
Chica Barbie in Float Magazine
My series Chica Barbie is in Float Magazine. It’s a study of the conflation of beauty and attraction, the use of physical beauty as a commodity, and Faustian bargains, all in the context of the national mania for beauty pageants in Colombia.
Private Fears exhibited in China Installation photos of The Relationship Show, curated by Patti Hallock and Samantha Johnston, on display in September at the Pingyao International Arts Festival in China. The exhibit contained five images dealing with the subjects’ relationships with others from my Private Fears series, along with works by Maureen Drennan, Laura Beth Reese and Matthew Swarts. Images are pigment prints with adjacent text within the frame, 24″x34″. 10.1.2019
Palynn received the Director’s Award at the Colorado Photographic Arts Center member’s show, curated by Kat Kiernan, Editor in Chief of Don’t Take Pictures. After working on Private Fears for over two years, I began showing the project this spring and this was its debut on a gallery wall. More to come.
I was recently commissioned by Working Assumptions to do stories on pregnancy in the workplace. They ran a profile on my approach to the specific project and my documentary practice in general.
Amanda Villareal for Old Dominion Freight Line.
Amanda Gonzalez, for Common Cause.
Last night's Lunar Eclipse.
From a story on Cannabis Tourism in Colorado, for TheFinancial Times.
Chris Silkwood on Mt Parnassus, Colorado. The forest fires this summer make for hazy hiking. Chris is one of the most selfless people I’ve ever met. He works long hours and still manages to volunteer as a mountain rescue worker, dropping everything in a moment to save people stranded or injured at high elevations at all hours of the day or night, under often dangerous conditions. Last night, someone broke into his truck and stole all his climbing and rescue gear. There is no karma.
Piper Steers, for Sienna Moxie Consulting.
I thought I was an odd choice for a landscape design company, but ok. Everything I'd seen was about pretty splotches of color, but it quickly begins to look the same. But design is also about structure and texture, and I wasn't seeing that anywhere. So this was my solution to show how someone thinks.
On the slopes of Mt. Bancroft, at 6:30 a.m. This was not in the forecast.
Scouting photos for a recent shoot with Janine. If the background in the portrait is going to be a bit blurry, shouldn't the scouting photos be that way as well?
Marina came to the U.S. from Spain and has been living in a van for the past six months, traveling the country alone, looking for answers that are out there, or inside. I believe she is still looking.
Outtake of Janine, part of the Private Fears series.
Zhanina Boyadzhieva and Juliet Chun, founders of Girl UNinterrupted, in Boston. For Architect.
Thomas Fisher, Director of the Minnesota Design Center, for Architect.
Nate Hudson at the Nevada Museum of Art in Reno, for Architect.
Pamela Sams worked on the design of State Department facilities around the world, the the corporate headquarters for the Human Rights Campaign, and the expansion of Dulles Airport. In Washington DC for Architect.
Colorado Governor John Hickenlooper on the morning of his annual State of the State address.
Shannon's boyfriend was murdered in front of her outside her house, as her screams for help were ignored. She still lived in the same place it happened as she waited to testify at the trial, despite several threats to her life if she did not remain silent. This is an outtake from the Private Fears series.
Frank DeAngelis was principal of Columbine High School during the 1999 shooting, and stayed on through 2014. He views the problem of school safety not as an issue of gun control, but the tendency of polarized factions going to battle every time there's a shooting instead of working together to find solutions. For Yahoo News.
Doreen Gehry Nelson, founder of “design-based learning,” a teaching methodology she that bring sopen-ended, hands-on projects to students of all ages. At her home in Los Angeles for Architect.
Richard Buday is a founder of the Houston-based digital arts studio Archimage, which counts the National Institutes of Health, IBM, Disney, and Nintendo among its clients. For Architect.
Chica Barbie chosen for THE FENCE, a juried outdoor photography exhibition highlighting 41 outstanding photographers from around the world. The Colorado Photographic Arts Center partnered with United Photo Industries, LoDo Historic District, and Continuum Partners to bring this national exhibition to Denver.THE FENCE will be installed as an 850 foot-long banner that will start at 1600 Market Street (formerly Market Street Station) and wrap around the full city block. The exhibition will remain on view through January 2018. The opening is November 9th, from 4-6 p.m. 11.8.17
While driving under the influence of heroin and Xanax in the Chicago suburbs, Dana Smith fell asleep behind the wheel, crossed the center line and struck a man going the opposite direction on a motorcycle. During her four year prison term, she began working out and now volunteers for a fitness center for people recovering from a substance use disorder. When the art director from Health magazine gave me her address, I was stunned. She lived five houses down the street from me.
The strange silence before the solar eclipse, in the Nebraska panhandle.
Mo, near her home in Bailey, Colorado.
A pleasant afternoon at St. Mary's Glacier. Note to self: a little gaffer's tape on the metal camera body will keep it from sticking to the skin below your eyebrow.
Colorado Governor John Hickenlooper for Yahoo News.
Tania Salgado for Architect
Oklahoma City Mayor Mick Cornett, for Architect.
Renee Kemp-Rotan, urban planner in Birmingham, Alabama. For Architect.
Castleton Tower, Castle Valley, Utah.
The Pentagon, 9/11. I worked there for three years while I paid my way through college, so while I made pictures of the firefighters and the missing chunk of the outer rings,it was the view through the windows that really resonated with me. The inferno of jet fuel, metal ceiling lights, pipes and desks, all melting, rippling and dripping. It wasn’t hard to imagine being in those rooms, or in those that had simply vanished.
The twin towers had already been hit, but I was on my way to The Pentagon and didn’t even know they’d collapsed until hours later. I’d had to creep through some woods to slip past the MPs, trying to cordon off the area like it was a crime scene. To preserve the evidence. To reconstruct a timeline. A path of travel. What were they looking for, fingerprints? An entire airliner had vaporized. Soldiers falling back on the muscle memory of training, but no one imagined a scenario like this. It was early. We used familiar language. We observed protocol. We drew spurious parallels. When I finally got back to the newsroom, I saw a picture of the explosion from the second plane hitting the South Tower of the WTC and made an idiotic comment about the clarity of the image. I was on autopilot, feeling relieved that I found a place to develop my film when most of downtown DC had been evacuated. I confused professional detachment with compartmentalization and my own inability to grasp the enormity of what was happening.
Jerry Donley, octogenarian pole vaulter, for Beloit College Magazine.
John Medina is on a mission to apply neurology to the real world. For most of human history, we lived outdoors, seeking both the enclosed space of refuge and open vistas. He believes that for us to perform to our potential, we must incorporate both of these environments in our daily lives. Photographed at his home in Seattle for Architect magazine.
Inga Saffron, Pulitzer Prize winning columnist at the Philadelphia Enquirer, for Architect magazine.
Contrail, La Sal mountains, Utah. 3.18.16
Outtake from my shoot with Michael, part of my Private Fears project. To have a visual conversation about loneliness, it seems important to have other people in the frame; to be in the midst of others yet wholly disconnected. I lived in New York briefly, and it was one of the loneliest times of my life. Outside of work, I never spent a moment with anyone the whole time I lived there. But I can climb a mountain by myself and be utterly content. It's relative. I don't think of my work as being environmental portraits, in that the place isn't really part of the content, but the context can provide clues on how to process what we're seeing.
I left the house at 5:00 for an early morning shoot in a small town near Fort Collins. When I was about two thirds of the way there, it was called off. Not how I prefer to start my day, but being out in the prairie let me see this. So maybe not so bad.
Bernie Sanders rally.
Branding commission for designer Michael Grant
Launch campaign for Dispatch Health, which fuses house calls and telemedicine as an alternative to costly emergency room visits at a fraction of the cost. It began in Denver and is now in thirteen states. That nasty cut near the end is the work of a makeup artist whose credits include The Walking Dead.
Chica Barbie selected for Latin American Fotografía 4.Much thanks to the jury,
Marvin Orellana, New York Magazine
Leonor Mamanna, Bloomberg
Genevieve Fussell, The New Yorker
Diego Goldberg, Photojournalist
Dani Cattan, Curator
Adriana Terresa Letorney, Visura
Great Sand Dunes National Park,Colorado
Interview by the World Photography Organisation came out today.
Amanda Williams is an artist who explores cultural identity, personal history, and race. She began painting a series of abandoned houses on the South Side of Chicago, in culturally historic colors of the black community: Harold’s Chicken Red, Currency Exchange Yellow, or in this case, Newport 100s. For Architect magazine.
Ana Paula Ruiz Galindo and Mecky Reuss make up the Mexico City design firm Pedro & Juana. Texture and repetition of form are key elements in their work, and when I asked them for an example of inspiration, they took me to a food distribution center on the outskirts of the city. Produce arrives from all over the country in thousands of these hand-made wooden crates, stacked for reuse in what felt like a giant maze with tall walls, endless passages, and hidden rooms. We found one compartment deep and narrow enough to shield us from the midday sun. For Architect magazine.
Julie Kriegh is an architect interested in how man-made environments can shape human behavior. One example she gave me was stairs. We always read about how taking them instead of the elevator is better for our health, a small way to stay in shape integrated in our daily activities. It also uses less electricity. Yet most buildings we enter feature the elevators prominently, while the stairs are nowhere to be seen. If you can find them, they tend to be these dingy, fluorescent, concrete block environments you mostly want to avoid. Why not enclose them in glass, make the steps interesting, a welcoming environment. Make people want to use the stairs as the default, while making the elevators a little harder to find? Photographed in Seattle for Architect magazine.
Cedar Point Wind Farm, near Limon, Colorado.
Joe and Abigail
Ted Westervelt, incessant troll of Major League Soccer, for Howler. 6.17.14
Chicago Architect JinHwa Paradowicz, for Architect
Sharon Samuels at the Spertus Institute in Chicago, for Architect.
Archer 22 from POF - w4m - 26 I know we only talked for a day, but I felt like we were totally hitting it off. I was ready to meet you. You said I seemed perfect, and then your account just vanished. What happened? I thought you seemed perfect too. :)
– from Missed Connections
John "I am emerging from a crossroads period of my life, where I fought to really find a core identity following the healing of a long-term mental condition. As a part of this, I found that my female personality clashed with my male gender. Up to this point, I had played at crossdressing, mostly at Halloween and such. However, this year, I decided to continue after the end of October. It represents both my gender and my personality, therefore it is my entire being."
I met John one evening in Laramie, Wyoming, when the thermometer was in single digits. He lives in a house with roommates and was too self-conscious to be photographed there, so we made the pictures in a nearby motel. He approached cross-dressing in a blank slate sort of way, making it up as he went, as if there were no existing patterns and it had never been done before.
In the past two months, I got married and I lost my brother. I was dealing with a lot of competing emotions. I wanted to celebrate my marriage and nurture the new family we were starting. I felt relief that my brother was freed from his depression and alcoholism and that we as a family no longer had to wonder if or when he would “hit bottom,” but I was also ashamed of the fact that I could find something other than sadness in his death. In the midst of trying to please and take responsibility for everyone around me, though, I really just felt exhausted and hoped that if I projected a sense of composure, I might find a way to feel it inside as well.